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Axis Despair

from Axis of Tortures by Suffer Yourself

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lyrics

What's for?
There is no reason.
And I don't see why.
No sense.
Love. Agony.
Futility. Decay.

Love.
What's for?
Nonsense.
There is no reason.

Together we jump
Into the sunlight
Of bright memories
For precious moments

That smile.
With a sneaky look.

In the despair.

Torn like a book
Scratched out from life
Compromised by existence
Retaliating to shadow

Unvalue!

With my bare hands
I dig out the grave
Impersonalized, unnamed
I should dissolve.

Falling. Falling. Grasping. Choking.

In my nightmare
Right there
I am
Unseen
But visible

With earthquake's magnitude -
I despair for Death.
I demand judgment
I desire resolution.

(My choices are irrelevant
My desires are unforgivable)

Take all from me
Take it all!

I despair for Night.
It takes my pain away
In star-clad reality
I may find my peace
If I can

I despair for Blood.
I whip my shoulders
I feel the smell of it on my tongue

Self-torment
Is a necessity.

Fills me with reason.
Blood.

I despair for Sanity.
I don't see why and what made me to.
Nonsense
I totally despise Reason.
There I was, falling.

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from Axis of Tortures, released September 22, 2023

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